Monday, April 14, 2008

Rattled.....

I've been feeling..........well.......rattled this past weekend. I've been having trouble with fatigue and some dizziness, something I've been dealing with since my radiation ended. But this weekend, it seemed particularly bad and a bit scarey. I haven't been scared of anything since my chemo last year, so it's been very unnerving. I'm getting some labs done today to make sure everything is how it should be. I feel confident that this is not a breakdown of my body, or the cancer returning, but simply a breakdown of my "brave" personna I have grown comfortable wearing. It's time to puff up my chest, make loud posturing sounds, and get back into it...fearless!

Time to go over and visit my 85 year old Russian neighbor, who's returned from wintering in Alaska.......I know, strange, huh? She's a true sweetie and loves to drink a shot of vodka with me in her little etched shot glasses....that's what Russian's do. I'm going to pass on the shot....I already feel like I've had 3!......but enjoy a visit and look at her winter moose pictures.

Live in the moment!
Lori

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