Saturday, April 26, 2008

Mysteries......


In that early time in the morning when I first wake up, but don't want to get up, my mind is busy thinking.....reliving my day at school, planning summer stuff, planning my grocery list. This morning, I was back in the 4th grade. I was remembering one of the biggest "mysteries" of my life (course I hadn't lived that long yet....). While playing outside, I found a robin's nest, complete with 3 unbroken eggs, that had dislodged and fallen from a tree. What a find! I picked it up and put it safely in a hole under our front porch. I checked it every 5 minutes, waiting for the eggs to hatch. Nothing happened. By the end of the day, I was getting worried about what would happen to my little nest during the night without my protection. I decided to take it into my room. Knowing my Mom would surely have issues with that decision, I hid it under my bed, setting it next to the front bedfoot, where I could peek down and see it when I needed to. The next morning, still there, no babies.......I don't know the duration of the timespan past that point. Probably, being a typical kid, I moved on and "forgot" it was there. I don't know, I can't remember. What I DO remember, is the miracle that transpired....well, miracle by my standards at the time hahaha. I peaked under my bed to the resting spot of my little nest, and low and behold! The nest was gone, and in it's place was a SKELETON KEY! Oh, my gosh! What could be better than a skeleton key? NOTHING! I quickly ran to all the doors in the house, trying to find a door it would actually lock. None. But I didn't care, it was fun to have a skeleton key and better than having a nest with eggs that wouldn't hatch! I wondered for years where it came from. My Mom wasn't the type that would have done that. She would have thrown it away....like most Moms, I suppose. But maybe she was the type.....maybe for a moment, she remembered that inocence of being a kid and the total exhileration a good miracle.....or mystery!....can give a kid.......... The only other explanation would be God........and we all know, miracles happen everyday with Him around......{wink}

"People usually consider walking on water or in thin air a miracle.But I think the real miracle is not to walk either on water or in thin air, but to walk on earth.Every day we are engaged in a miracle which we don't even recognize: a blue sky, white clouds,green leaves, the black, curious eyes of a child -- our own two eyes. All is a miracle" -- Thich Nhat Hanh

Living in the moment......and my own miracle!
Lori

Monday, April 21, 2008

NOT..........

Okay, so I thought the puzzle was solved....after 2 weeks of the weirdest of symptoms, I was finally diagnosed with SHINGLES!!!! Can you believe it?? Don't grandma's get that crap? ..........wait.......I am a grandma.......nevermind.

Well, I'm medicated and probably halfway through it, so time to move on and jump into Spring! I'm sitting here, listening to the birds, with every window in the house open! Don't you miss that in winter? Open windows! We've been tinkering in the yard......I say tinkering cus I was too lazy to actually work.....and slowly but surely, all residuals of winter are disappearing, including the heated bird bath.

I feel a renewed spirit........and blessed that I have shingles.

"If I had my life to live over, I would start barefoot earlier in the spring and stay that way later in the fall. " ~Nadine Stair

Living in the moment.....but waiting patiently for the bumps to go away!
Lori

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Resuming my regularly scheduled program......

Okay, the little "break" is over. Lab tests were normal and it's time to pick my wiggly self up and get back to work. So this will be short and sweet. Just wanted to let everyone know I'm fine! Really!

Live in the moment!
Lori

Monday, April 14, 2008

Rattled.....

I've been feeling..........well.......rattled this past weekend. I've been having trouble with fatigue and some dizziness, something I've been dealing with since my radiation ended. But this weekend, it seemed particularly bad and a bit scarey. I haven't been scared of anything since my chemo last year, so it's been very unnerving. I'm getting some labs done today to make sure everything is how it should be. I feel confident that this is not a breakdown of my body, or the cancer returning, but simply a breakdown of my "brave" personna I have grown comfortable wearing. It's time to puff up my chest, make loud posturing sounds, and get back into it...fearless!

Time to go over and visit my 85 year old Russian neighbor, who's returned from wintering in Alaska.......I know, strange, huh? She's a true sweetie and loves to drink a shot of vodka with me in her little etched shot glasses....that's what Russian's do. I'm going to pass on the shot....I already feel like I've had 3!......but enjoy a visit and look at her winter moose pictures.

Live in the moment!
Lori

Friday, April 11, 2008

BFF's...........UPDATED!


We called our Granddaughters last night and had a nice chat with each of them. What a delight. Katie, the youngest (almost 8) told me about her new Best Friend Olivia. She said they had a LOT in common.....they both have B-days in May, they both have Daddy's that live far away, they both sucked their thumbs, and.......they both fart a lot! She then broke out in a giggle that just melts my heart! Her Mom took her and Olivia to a movie together last weekend. They sat all cuddled together with a blanket...sucking their thumbs! Those are wonderful comparisons and the perfect glue to bond a wonderful, last-forever friendship, aren't they?

I stayed home from school today. I think a "bug" is passing through me. I'm hoping it's traveling on a freeway so it goes through quickly!

"Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things." ~Author Unknown

Live in the moment............unless you have a bug!

Lori

Monday, April 7, 2008

Icy Water....Brrrrrrrrr!

The plan was to hop in the car, head up to the lake and jump in the kayaks! Yeah, right. There's still ice on the lake! It was 65 degrees and there was STILL ICE ON THE LAKE! It looked like the Baltic Sea, loose ice-lets floating over about 1/2 the lake. All I could do was imagine my little (okay, medium sized!) butt sitting down in that kayake, down in that ice, UGH! We're standing out on the peak, doing a little "air test" because it was windy out. I have on a stocking cap, my big red sweatshirt with the hood up, my hiking boots.....I look like I'm READY for the Baltic Sea!! And it's 65 degrees! Suddenly......"NOOOOOOOOO!!!!" came out of my mouth. "IT WOULDN'T BE FUUUUUUUN!!".After all, isn't that why we kayak? To have FUN? Not to be the first kayakers on the lake. Or to see just what our endurance level is! I KNOW mine!! It's ZERO!!! So we checked out our camper (which was fine) and drove down to the local Pub for greasy burgers, fries, and a cocktail.......mmmmmmm, now that was fun!

"Every day is an opportunity to make a new happy ending." ~Author Unknown

Lori S.--who could NEVER be a Baltic Sea fisherman!

Thursday, April 3, 2008

"You look Good"

Everyday, somebody tells me I look good. So what does that mean, exactly? That I DIDN'T look good before? That I look good....considering? Don't get me wrong, when I see someone I know who was sick or perhaps going through something, I say the same thing. It's like the "standard" greeting. Perhaps it feels safer than saying "How are you?" Maybe you're not that well, or awaiting tests, or who-knows-what. I want to say, "I know....so ask me how I am." Cuz I'm FINE! I'm in remission!! It feels great! It IS great!

I'm wearing a new "Spring" wig. It's short and sassy. I LOVE it! I needed a change, I think. Some are asking if it's my real hair grown out. Ah, no....but that's always promising when they ask. Course I still prefer hairless. I wiz it off my head the minute I get in the house and on goes the baseball cap........

So, I'll post a picture of the new "do" as soon as I take one.

"If opportunity doesn't knock, build a door." ~Milton Berle

Lori S.